heart attack!

Hello 2011. ;D
what to say huh! ohh. been losing my weight a bit. ahaha. suke nye hati. with all the love from mom and dad still i can survive in this cruel world. it makes me feel more responsible in doing things for example managing my credit card which is i dont have money to pay back my debts. ahaha. other than that i think im more mature than before. i mean more careful bout things, stuff or even knowing people. deep in my heart i actually dont trust man/boy. *im not a lesbo yet, ok? so no need to worry bout that. hmm... its a lie lah if i say i tade sesape. it just...hmm... 1st of all, sorry for those yang berkaitan. im just not into that lane yet. maybe coz of my past experience. but dont worry. im not blaming u guys. it just me. aku skang da semakin bodoh da nak bercinta ni. i dunno. its been a while ive been single and im so loving it. makes me more stronger than before. not just that its also makes me feel independent. *been thinking that word to came out for 5 mins. ahaha. and truthfully... and i admit that i love my life rite now. sume orang duk tanya why dont u have a boyfie till now? and i said: well, i just love being with my girls and its a bit thrilling to get to know this world without boyfie. mane tak nye. kalau dulu sumenye bf aku yang setelkan. but now... setel sendiri leee. ehehe. so this is the life that i choose now. ;)