Monday, November 1, 2010

you love me; you love me not.

hard to say. hard to know. hard on everything lahh! hmmm... okok. i admit that i do love u but seems that no response. hmmm... u told me to hold on to u dulu. but... ntahla. macam bertepuk-tepuk angin ni sorang2. wekk! TAK SUKE! TAK SUKE! TAK SUKE! well, think that all i can say is hmmm... ok i get it. good luck! dan saya pun good luck dengan kehidupan saya. FOCUS ON MY STUDY!! focus... shit lahh!
SHD!! u can do it ok? buat macam sebelumnye. digging some gold 1st!! but this will be a bit diff. focus on study dulu ok? bende tuh later on lahh. cepat mem-busy-kan diri awak tuh. tayah susah2 lagi.
im not saying that ima loser or what. it just that i dont see that we can get along. no response after all yang saya buat untuk awak. well, kesabaran saya jugak ade limit nye yer awak. saya cume rase ape yang saya buat selame ni macam tak mendatangkan hasil. even kawan saya pun cakap 'kenape perlu buang mase kau on something yang macam ni. wasted lahh! kau da tahu macam tade response why still continue?? u deserve someone better lahh shaheeda. kalau da macam tuh carenye tayahlahh ok? just give up. try to look for someone else ok?' so i guess... stil hard to say. but... what to do... ehehe. usaha saya tidak mendatangkan hasil. so maybe i should stop now. thanks awak! ;)