recharging back to life.

wehoooooo! no more tears on OOB. ahaha. im telling this coz saya sudah bekerja. tho its not that good but at least got something to do lah in weekdays. if not berfoya2 je. bosan sudah!. im currently working at an audit firm as an accounts assistant which is account. ahhaa. what i meant was why do accounts always relate in my life line?? since high school kut. then my dips. lagi kerja. fuhh! i never really like account much coz im not good at math (at all). i always failed my math. not that aku membuka dada sendiri just telling the truth. i still remember where this 1 interviwer said that in feng shui my birthday are good at selling. hmm.. i used to work on sales dept seems like tak je. but people say it was just a feng shui. ehehe. anyway, my first salary will be on 6th of april which is a week to go. mari berfoya2!! ;))

*we share what we care. <3

bersuka ria

lately ni nape tah hati ni hari2 nak enjoy je. pastu yang tak best lagi nak enjoy tapi tatau nak pegi mane. okok. me and my babe hafiza were planning nak pegi penang this march. but thing is just 2 of us only. macam tak meriah je. si shaheera tanak ikut pasal takut ade komitmen lain. *bf die la tu. ehehe. our plan is friday nite (kalau tak silap) 3rd march 2011 kitorang gerak by train or maybe bus. sampai sane sure da pagi. terus pegi town then sewa kereta. lepak2 jap dengan usop and shawal. pastu tengok gig dorang *konon bagi support la band dorang ni* sampai malam. then carik hotel check in. then esok tengahari nye siap2 balik kl. lepak kl plak. sure penat gile. phew! pape pun semangat nak ENJOY punye pasal ape pun boleh jalan. ahaha. bila tah nak insaf nye. tapi tape. gua enjoy aktiviti baik punye. beriadah sane sini. ok what? skang ni nak jinak2 main skate and roller blade. wow! sesuatu kan bile hati tu da berkate2. ahaha. pape pun aku ENJOY dengan life aku skang.

-roger and out babes! xoxo

heart attack!

Hello 2011. ;D
what to say huh! ohh. been losing my weight a bit. ahaha. suke nye hati. with all the love from mom and dad still i can survive in this cruel world. it makes me feel more responsible in doing things for example managing my credit card which is i dont have money to pay back my debts. ahaha. other than that i think im more mature than before. i mean more careful bout things, stuff or even knowing people. deep in my heart i actually dont trust man/boy. *im not a lesbo yet, ok? so no need to worry bout that. hmm... its a lie lah if i say i tade sesape. it just...hmm... 1st of all, sorry for those yang berkaitan. im just not into that lane yet. maybe coz of my past experience. but dont worry. im not blaming u guys. it just me. aku skang da semakin bodoh da nak bercinta ni. i dunno. its been a while ive been single and im so loving it. makes me more stronger than before. not just that its also makes me feel independent. *been thinking that word to came out for 5 mins. ahaha. and truthfully... and i admit that i love my life rite now. sume orang duk tanya why dont u have a boyfie till now? and i said: well, i just love being with my girls and its a bit thrilling to get to know this world without boyfie. mane tak nye. kalau dulu sumenye bf aku yang setelkan. but now... setel sendiri leee. ehehe. so this is the life that i choose now. ;)

hilang

aritu mak aku ble cakap aku ni lesbo. whaaaat? ahaha. kelaka. alasan die sebab style rambut aku and currently tade bf. booooo! ape lahh. not a lesbo la mama. just taking some time hangout dengan kawan2. ntahla. skang aku cam malas da nak fikir. setiap hari demi kawan2. ohh kawan2. ahaha. but i do enjoyed it ok? hati ni kosong da. punah da semua. MALAS! sumenye macam celaka! kalau da tanak tuh cakap. tayah nak susahkan aku. aku agak pantang le kalau bab2 camni. huh! tapi sokay lah. now i know lahh. at least. so tayah la kau nak sebuk2 semak2 lagi, thanks!

*saya gembira dengan hidup saya. TOLONG JANGAN MENYEMAK!

putus semuanya.

LOSER? mungkin gelaran tu yang terbaik tuk aku skang. hmmm... pelik kadang2 aku terase marah bile orang kate aku loser. tapi sbenarnye aku tak ble terime kenyataan yang aku ni loser. almaklumla aku ni optimist. tapi tapi sbenanrnye aku lemah. lemah dalam segalanye. tadi aku borak2 dengan mmbr aku. tetibe die cakap dengan aku 'shd, aku rse ko kene carik bf yg ble bimbing ko lah. bf yg ble diharap. bkn nk kate ko lost ke ape. cume ko tuh cpt MENGALAH, SUKE NANGIS walaupun perkare kecik' yekk! betul ker? hmmm... part suke nangis tuh maybe la kut. bukan nak kate aku manje ke ape. cume... ntahla. aku cepat stress. suke stress. stress dlm idup aku da tak lari da. ari2 mesti ade. huh! lagi skali member aku ble sound aku kate mcm ni ' aku tatau nape ko break dgn ekey. aku rse die antare calon yg sesuai tuk ko. yelaa sgt berkaliber sbg bf. die jge ko ckup2. ape ko nk sume dpt. ape yg ya bg ko ya jgk bg die wlupun die x ske bnde tuh' hmm... nk kate aku nyesal break dgn die tade la plak. cme aku tfkr. betul kate mmber aku ni. ssh nk crk org mcm EKEY. well, bg aku past is past. tayah nak igt blk. hmmm... bkn nk ckp aku syg die lg ke. cinta die lg ke. nope! sgt TIDAK! cume nak cakap aku ni cepat putus asa. mengalah. ntahla. aku tatau nape ati aku ni lembut sgt. cbe jgk nk keraskn. tp aku rse tu bkn aku je. hmmm... ohh tolonglahh keraskan hati saya yer. sikit2 aku nangis. orang tengok aku happy je. tapi act aku sedih. sedih dengan hidup aku. kadang2 aku rase aku lost skejap tataw nak uat ape dengan hidup aku. betul la tuh kate kawan aku ni. aku perlukan seseorang yang ble guide aku. aku cube tuk berdikari. tapi takle. maybe tu bukan sifat aku. mungkin effect dari aku ni anak manje kut. mane taknye. kalau aku susah sikit je bapak aku sure tolong. tak kesah bende kecik ke besar. seriously aku macam tak penah rase susah dalam hidup aku. sumenye pasti ade orang tolong. bukan aku tak appreciate ke ape. cume ntahlaa. tooooooo spoil. huh! camane la ni. kadang aku stress/risau takut bile parents aku da tade nanti sape lah yang nak tolong aku. ohh? sure abang2 aku punye. haiyo! sampai bile nak macam ni SHAHEEDA! adoi. probs probs!

tape saya yakin saya ble buang sifat manje, mengalah serta putus asa tu. yess I CAN DO IT! ;)
wish me luck dear! <3